Saturday, November 8, 2008

Getting healthy



I guess getting healthy can take on all kinds of views and opinions. Today I saw many people I haven't seen in a long time. It made me happy to see people and that they recognized me. Maybe because I was with my Mom or maybe because I was with Buddy. You see sometimes people don't know me unless I'm with Buddy. It's never bothered me because I've always enjoyed being Buddy's wife.
I'm also need to take a healthy look at what I'm dealing with. Lately I've had a lot of upper back pain. At times to the point where I cry. Then I ask God to give me strength to get thru. And sometimes the pain lessens. It doesn't always but I still believe God has given me strength and is always there for me.
My pastor apologized to me that he misunderstood my diagnosis. But later on in the day I thought, I really don't know what my diagnosis is really. I have a tentative diagnosis of a tumor that could be carcinoid cancer but it's could be benign. So what does that really mean?
I guess that I'll find out on Tuesday. When I have a definite diagnosis.
Several weeks ago, or maybe a month ago, I found out a teacher and friend of mine was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. She had a hysterectomy and is undergoing chemo/radiation. I had gone out and bought cards right away. But got sidetracked with spending time with Bobbie, having him put to sleep and then my surgery, and possible diagnosis. I had remembered about the cards. Do you think I could find them? Nope. So I sent her an e-mail telling her that she and her family were in my prayers. I did find another card to send her but I didn't want to send her just a card.
I have a book of bible verses for encouragement, faith, peace, etc. So I have written several of these verses on index cards. I felt what better encouragement to give her than God's perfect word.
I guess getting healthy has many faces. I just need to stay positive.....

1 comment:

Caring For Carcinoid Foundation said...

Hi Dawn,

I am contacting you from the Caring For Carcinoid Foundation (CFCF). CFCF, founded by Nancy O'Hagan, a carcinoid survivor herself, is the leading 501(c)(3) nonprofit dedicated to discovering a cure for carcinoid cancer. The vision of the Caring for Carcinoid Foundation is to eliminate the suffering of patients, families and caregivers affected by carcinoid and related neuroendocrine tumors. The mission of the Caring for Carcinoid Foundation is to discover a cure for carcinoid.

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All Best Wishes,

Ashley Appiagyei
Caring For Carcinoid Foundation